On My Mind

{Sweater-Nordstrom Rack, Cream Sweater-F21, Collared Shirt-Old Navy, Jeans-Paige}

Sometimes I have things going on in my life that I want to tell you,

but they're too random to make up their own post.

So I thought I'd tell ya what's currently on my mind,

and compile all of my thoughts together.

*2 weeks ago I was in a hit and run accident.

In our new car that we saved up for.

Well, they caught the guy,

but now his insurance is saying they're only paying for half.

Because somehow it's half my fault that he completely nailed me

and then sped away.

It's moments like this that really pay off for having your dad be an attorney.

*Today was Alex's funeral. And guess what. I didn't go. I feel really guilty,

yet relieved at the same time. 4 days after he died,

Mike and I took his family dinner.

It was devastating. And completely draining.

I'm usually pretty tough, and can be a good support for people.

But today I just couldn't do it again... it's been too heartbreaking.

I hope I can forgive myself.

*This morning my aunt called me in tears, happy tears.

Saying she randomly turned on the radio,

and heard about this contest that is going on

for local Phoenix charity organizations.

They are awarding 5 charities $10,000 in two weeks.

So I entered.

And am praying, pleading, hoping that The Shine Project is chosen.

This would be the biggest blessing ever.

*Mike and I had leftover birthday cake last night at about 10:30.

Our stomachs still hurt.

*The process of choosing a board of directors is insane!

Who would have thought it would be so hard?

Or that I'd be so picky?!

*How can I make Taylor Swift become my new BFF?! I love her.

*I think there should be professional grocery shoppers. I'd hire one.

And then there would actually be food in my fridge right now,

and I wouldn't have to eat tuna from a can.